In this episode, I sit down with bestselling author‑illustrator Charlie Mackesy, whose work – The Boy, the Mole, the Fox and the Horse – has become a global touchstone for kindness, vulnerability and hope.
Yet Charlie’s path was anything but straightforward: he grew up feeling inherently at fault, shaped by the pressures of competitive schooling and the emotional weight of carrying the painful stories readers now share with him.
He talks about failing his driving test four times and the devastating loss of his best friend, Jamie, in a car crash – a grief that propelled him to London and sparked the first moment he began drawing compulsively, with music as solace.
Charlie reflects on not achieving what he calls “conventional success” through marriage or children, the underrated importance of friendship and the power of kindness and self‑compassion.
We also explore his years of not earning a living as an artist – a period he now sees not as failure, but as an essential process. Charlie urges us to create without fear, to let go of perfection and to live fully in the imperfect present.
✨ IN THIS EPISODE:
00:00 Intro
03:44 Feeling at Fault
04:30 Outsider and School Years
05:55 Carrying Others Stories
13:57 Animals and Ducklings
17:08 Driving Test Failure
18:06 Loss and Aftermath
20:05 Grief Fuels Art
23:14 Bottling Emotions
25:07 Remember Mothers Word
28:28 Mum’s Tactile Reading
29:44 Dementia and Story Comfort
33:21 Redefining Success
37:46 Friendship Essentials
40:37 Kindness and Self Talk
46:09 Failing as an Artist
💬 QUOTES TO REMEMBER:
“When people tell you their weight, their sadness, anything, their failings, whatever it is they tell you, treat it like they’re giving you gold.”
“I just wrote a book about a mole who likes cake and friends who are journeying in a difficult way with each other… but I think people just want to be heard and seen.”
“None of us get out of here alive, so why not try? What have you got to lose?”
🔗 LINKS + MENTIONS:
Charlie’s latest book, Always Remember: The Boy, the Mole, the Fox, the Horse and the Storm, is available from all major UK booksellers.
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